Talk to me and life decisions

As much as I adore the freedom of working from home, I am at a crossroads, I am at that point where I look at my kids and I get an instant headache, where I no longer enjoy activities with them, where I am constantly struggling to be everything to everyone, and still have something left for myself.

I miss working, at like a “real” job, with a team and meetings and everything, I miss the high of impossible deadlines, I miss those impromptu corridor brainstorming sessions, I miss the funky smell in the kitchen even, wait, maybe I don’t miss that part!

My business is actually doing very well, it’s been nothing short of amazing, but the truth is that I have trouble keeping up with it, I have trouble caring for my kids and managing my workload, I only survive because my clients have been incredibly understanding souls!

I think at this moment, I am seriously pondering going back out to work, but I know that I will surely feel guilty about not being with my kids.

So… thoughts anyone?