Hate Fridays.

Do you think that if I follow up Love Thursdays with Hate Fridays it will negate my Love Thursday participation?

Ok, so hate is perhaps too strong of a word, but having a 2 year old screaming “mommy, mommy, mommy” DIRECTLY INTO your ear. while still sleeping because said 2 year old was screaming “mommy bed, nooooo, mommy bed” last night, and refused to go to sleep even after he was in mommy’s bed… can bring out some very strong feelings in a person.

And in spite of my sleepiness, I am blogging… because it is easier for me to hide behind my laptop screen than to look at the maniacs that are screaming and running in circles directly in front of my bed! And as the noise level in our room gets to a new high, I do feel guilty for not taking them downstairs so my partially sleeping husband, who worked through the night and only went to sleep at 4am, could get some un-disturbed sleep, but here I am… still typing!

Leaving my comfy bed and going downstairs means that my day has officially started… I don’t think I am ready… I wish that someone else can make breakfast, I wish someone else can talk to the kids, I wish someone else can listen to them, I kinda wish right now that someone else can be mommy… just for a little while, just while I sleep a little more….

Now to the baby, who thinks that the laptop belongs to him, and moving his hand off the keyboard causes a reaction in him similar to perhaps taking the TV remote control away from a man sitting in front of a TV.

And lastly, my husband, who is not even mad at me for not taking them downstairs… seriously… makes me feel even more guilty…

Now that I vented and am feeling better… I really do love being a mom, and appreciate everything I have, and here is my Hate Fridays photo to prove it…