Goodbye Daddy
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shaz on Tuesday, November 14, 2006 at 02:43 PM
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My dad, my stepmom, and my 2 sisters left us this morning to go back to their home. At the time that they left, I did feel sad, but I felt a lot of contentment and happiness, I was happy that my dad spent time with my kids and got to know them, I was happy to spend time with my sisters, and also for the opportunity to bond with my dad and stepmom. It was a great visit.
Tonight, I feel tired and depressed (t-pressed?), the house is gloomy, empty, and my middle child cannot sleep… he misses his aunties. Now I feel like crying, sobbing, now I just feel the loneliness in my heart. I miss the laughter, the chatter, the constant motion of having a lot of family, the love, the happiness, the peace.
But, my kids are back in their routines, and I can go back to putting my focus on them, and I am sure tomorrow I will feel better. And my dad and his family will be embarking on a new adventure of their own, as they move from Miami, back to our homeland of Trinidad, and I hope that God will make it easy for them, and let them find happiness and comfort in being around loved ones again.
Thoughts from Suroor
Oh, dear Shazia! Goodbyes are so sad and teary. At one time in my life I never went to see people off. You are lucky to be loved by so many people; to have family mashallah. Inshallah they’ll visit you again and I’m sure they loved being with you as much as you loved having them over.
Much love to your teddy bears!
Thoughts from shaz
thanks Suroor, inshaAllah they will visit again, but I guess when they lived in Miami I knew that we could see each other at least once a year, because we could even drive, but now in Trinidad, I don’t even know when next I will see them :(
Umm J… haha
well, I am not really changing the whole design, everything remains the same, I just change the banner and it takes about half hour usually, and then sometimes I change a few colours in my style sheet, and thats it!
Thoughts from Umm J.
Totally off-topic I know, but when do you get the time to always change your site design?
Thoughts from Fayrooz
Assalaams Shazia,
My heart goes out to each and everyone of you that I have met recently whose families are far away. I can’t imagine how hard it must be. May Allah ease your discontent, inshallah.
Thank you for reading my piece at “When Beauty Speaks”. I would love to hear your story some day
And I think Nisaa is great!
Love,
Fayrooz
Thoughts from saudah
Thats really sweet.
I miss all you guys soo much and cant wait to see you again IA… :(
Hope everything works out 2 IA.
Love ya <sup>___________</sup>
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